I wish I had more time, I wish I had less time. I wish I could go back, I wish I could go forward. It’s a strange day. I am 13 days away from Ironman Lake Placid. It is the official taper day. My coach writes that now is a crucial time to use food as fuel, hydrate well, stay mentally strong. But the lull is killing me. It sets me in an uncomfortable place of questioning if I have done my best as I ran out of time to fix anything at this point. Yet I have no patience to see if I did my work.
Time is my enemy today. I can only hope that time will be on my side come July 27th.